Wednesday, July 16, 2008

rock me momma like a south bound train


someone played me a song today that i used to listen to often and it instantly brought me back to last year. driving with a wonderful friend in the pacific northwest.

it is amazing how quickly things can change in this life. just amazing. there really is no other word for it. one minute happy and sad the next. one day rich and tomorrow youre poor.
increasingly these days i am finding that the idea i have most faith in is impermanence.
im not sure what else to believe in.

Sunday, July 6, 2008

i left the roadmap to my life in the backpocket of my jeans and ran it through the wash

regarding the last nine months of my life: wow. id like to recap a bit about the life that ive been living for the last three quarters of a year. it's been the hardest, the most painful, the loneliest, and all at the same time the most satisfying i have ever experienced. ive been living in a very special place called camphill village. after dozens of attempts to explain what i do here ive stopped just short of giving up. all i can do is try to use words i know to explain the most meaningful work and most trying job i have ever had. but, i already know that words dont do this place justice. they just dont. and it's impossible to understand camphill village without being a part of it, even for a dashing moment.

we are located in copake, ny. a place that most people dont even know exists. six miles west of the eastern border of ny where massachusetts and connecticut come together. on a sprawling, forested and hilly 600 acres, 250 people live in 20 (or so) houses we run a farm, three gardens: one for vegetables, one for healing plants, and one for seeds save the apple orchard. we also run a bakery, a dairy, a woodshop, a weavery, a cafe, a doctors office... among other things i know im forgetting.

half of the inhabitants of this undeniably beautiful land have special needs, disabilities, mental shortcomings- whatever you please. and the other half of us- well, some might call us average, normal, everyday folks. this is up for disagreement.