Thursday, February 25, 2010
a long walk
in just a matter of days we'll hop on a plane headed towards barcelona, spain. a place that i never felt called to visit until i read 'the pilgrimage' by paulo coehlo, about a walk on the camino de santiago. i read it while i was in upstate ny, farming at camphill village. at that point in my life coehlo spoke to me. now, just over a year down the road, im read to make the pilgrimage to santiago.
check our travel blog- www.youguysaregreat.blogspot.com- for updates, stories, photographs, and more!
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Monday, June 22, 2009
being the change
a great example of being the change that you wish to see in the world.
way to go, dancing man. way to go.
Sunday, June 14, 2009
bicycle-commuting community?
we are family
Sunday, May 24, 2009
time flies!
Saturday, April 25, 2009
a big step
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
building the world
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
"The Invitation" by Oriah Mountain Dreamer
I want to know what you ache for
and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing.
It doesn't interest me how old you are
I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool
for love
for your dreams
for the adventure of being alive.
It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon...
I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow
if you have been opened by life's betrayals
or have become shrivelled and closed
from fear of further pain.
I want to know if you can be with joy
mine or your own
if you can dance with wildness
and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your
fingers and toes
without cautioning us to
be careful
be realistic
to remember the limitations of being human.
It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me
is true.
I want to know if you can
disappoint another
to be true to yourself.
I want to know if you can see Beauty
even when it is not pretty
every day.
And if you can source your own life
from its presence.
I want to know if you can live with failure
yours and mine
and still stand on the edge of the lake
and shout to the silver of the full moon,
"Yes."
It doesn't interest me
to know where you live or how much money you have.
I want to know if you can get up
after a night of grief and despair
weary and bruised to the bone
and do what needs to be done
to feed the children.
It doesn't interest me who you know
or how you came to be here.
I want to know if you will stand
in the center of the fire
with me
and not shrink back.
It doesn't interest me where or what or with whom
you have studied.
I want to know what sustains you
from the inside
when all else falls away.
I want to know if you can be alone
with yourself
and if you truly like the company you keep
in the empty moments.
this one gets me every time. inspires me, makes me want to love, and gets me going. hope it works for you too.
Monday, April 6, 2009
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
why community garden?
Imagine creating a place where every kind of person feels welcome. Everyone walks through the gate just as they are, digs in the dirt just as they are, and changes the world .
Cultivate a better quality of life for all who enter the community garden, walk by on the street, or receive nourishment from the food grown within them.
Sow the seeds of community. In a neighborhood or city the garden provides a place for people to develop community, and forms a catalyst for social interaction. Involvement in the community promotes feeling responsibility for its well being and a safer town blooms.
Reap the lessons learned. Teaching children in the garden sets them up for a lifetime of healthy living. When you educate a parent they become a teacher for their children. Whether parents are learning about nutritious eating or organic gardening, the impact is infinite.
Experience the happiness of a family that has food on their table. Especially in these chaotic times a basket of vegetables goes a long way. Gardening can make a great contribution towards financial security and also heals one’s soul as they experience the therapies of working with the earth and the success of seeing a tiny seed become sustenance.
Tend the earth. Gardening has a great effect on the environment. By working in the garden individuals become aware of the difference that they can make. In witnessing the growth that happens in the earth we learn about our own growth, the conditions that we need to live, and the way that life prospers. We learn about a little world of plant and animals and insects that we don’t consciously interact with on a normal basis.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
a breath of fresh air
He wrote, "When I was asked to put together this collection of songs, I wasn't sure what to do. So I just grabbed a bunch of things I was into recently. Some people have favorite songs, but I've got songs of the minute -- songs that I'm listening to right now. And if you ask me about one of those songs a year from now, I might not even remember who did it, but at the moment it's everything to me.”
I bring this up as today’s lesson: Nothing is final. One day you’re high. The next day you’re low. You might have a funky, expressive, or awful haircut today, but soon it will grow into something else, something new and random. Maybe you grew up liking pop music and boy bands, but now you like a specific mash up of Electronic & Classical. You might decide you don’t want to smoke cigarettes anymore; that it’s just not who you are. Maybe you were a staunch republican but now have curiosities about the well-spoken and well-organized Democratic Nominee. Perhaps you were madly in love last week, but woke up today feeling comfort in solitude, without a desire to be held.
Everything is fine. Not finAL.
We tend to instantly identify with “things.” And we believe in so much, when in fact, a belief isn't known to be true. It's a hope for the truth. We hold grudges because of what someone said when we were young. We store hurtful words and replay them in our minds until we think it to be true. And some of us believe a TV commercial and think we need a faster computer, a smarter phone, a stronger pill, a more relaxed-fit jean, etc. We think that certain things, thoughts, or actions make us who we are and sometimes we become addicted to those thoughts or behaviors and then become too afraid to let them go.
I write and post a lot therefore many people assume I have every self-published word memorized or that I live these shared thoughts constantly. This is not the case. My brain doesn’t reference myself very well actually, and I’m sure I contradict myself every other day in one way or another. One day I feel like I have all the wisdom of the world and the next day my soul wears thin and I stutter just ordering ice cream.
And everything is fine.
Because I trust in the ever-changing climate of the heart. (At least, today I feel that way.) I think it is necessary to have many experiences for the sake of feeling something; for the sake of being challenged, and for the sake of being expressive, to offer something to someone else, to learn what we are capable of. These meanderings, rants, and blogs for instance, provide a great deal of comfort just sharing it, even though i put a part of myself on the line to be criticized or considered an ass.
Oh well, Courage is triumph of the soul is guess. and an Ass can still be of great service.
So Remember, You have the right to change your mind.
About anything.
Anytime.
This is not the ending.
P.S. – No doesn’t mean forever. It simply means, “Not right now.”
And on the topic of Not right now, whatever happened to you in the past is not happening now.
You will be safe behind your honest decisions and mood swings.
I promise."
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
that was fun. and a bit therapeutic, perhaps.
2. just a few things make me happier than riding my bike around town. especially downtown boise. on the sidewalks. weaving in and out of people.
3. i blog. it feels slightly self-centered, and im nearly positive that no one reads what i write. but i like it. kind of like these 25 things...
4. art. means the world to me.
and i give away most of what i create.
i feel most inspired to create when i have a specific person in mind who will receive whatever it is that im working on.
5. im a hopelessly hopeless romantic.
6. i have a mile long list of things i want to learn and places that i want to visit.
some included: india, basket weaving, northern part of south america and central america, linoleum block printing, screen printing, more and more and more.
7. im not very good at staying in the same place for very long. wanderlust is my life and my feet are itchy itchy itchy. that said, i adore little boise. the people, the foothills, the river. i love it all. i prefer the mountains over the beach almost any day.
8. i believe that the purpose of life is to share. my life, at least.
to share our hearts and our thoughts, our food, our love, sometimes our money. just to share a bit of what we have with other beings.
9. africa goes everywhere with me. riding around in this little pocket in my heart. i think about the people there several times a day. someday soon ill be back there again.
10. i despise money. not just because i have none. but because it creates monsters of people. and makes me anxious.
11. my feet dont like shoes much. unless it's snowing youll almost always find me in sandals. flipflops, maybe.
12. im currently in the later stages of starting a community garden in downtown boise. should be a nice little addition to our sweet sparkly town. working mostly w people who dont have access to local, fresh food. and kids. lots of soul-filled, soil-covered kids. i cant wait to plant the seeds, to see flowers grow, and to know that it all started as a tiny spark inside of ME. if i had known how much work this was going to be i might not have thrown myself into it so quickly, but now that im bellybutton deep i have got to keep going.
13. i sing in the car and in the shower and to myself when im walking down the street.
14. recently switched to an apple. and i love it. my little macbook and i are getting acquainted marvelously. just tonight i discovered a teeny tiny button on the side that makes a bunch of teeny tiny lights turn green as a measure of battery life. it's neat.
15. i want to be inspired and energized and ready-to-go every single day of my life. so far, so good. especially recently. i never want to feel the constraints of a job that i dont like.
16. i believe that people are good and on days that my hope is dwindling there is always some random act of kindness that fills me back up. like someone pushing the extra minute button on my parking meter, or a nice person bringing home a lost dog.
17. im superstitious. not sure why. not so much the black cats and stepping on cracks. more shooting stars, fortune cookies, lucky things, and other 'signs'. no clue where that came from.
18. to me, there is almost nothing more beautiful than a thoughtful handwritten letter. i love sending mail. going to the post office. picking out cards. it is all so wonderful.
19. my pets make me so happy.
20. washing dishes and folding laundry are meditative for me. baking also makes me feel warm inside.
21. i would love to walk the appalachian trail someday.
22. some say i have an old soul.
23. on some days lists keep me sane. when i write a list i feel like im emptying all of these chaotic, flying thoughts out of my brain.
24. i do my very best work in the wee hours of the night. cleaning, reading, organizing, writing. all around 2 am.
25. im going to start bee keeping this spring. just signed myself up to 'catch a swarm'. how scary is that? but im excited! honey, anybody?
make soil, not war
Sunday, March 8, 2009
a long time coming
"there is nothing more truly artistic than to love people."
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
in the quiet
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Sunday, January 18, 2009
mirror, mirror
Thursday, January 8, 2009
a big hopeful smile with my cup of tea
this wasn't an extraordinary act, no lives were saved; it was a little thing.
but in this deed i remember how important the little things are.
it's the little things that inspire BIG things.
and it's the big things that change lives.
my hope is renewed :) the people of this world... they are good, if we only give them the chance.
Sunday, January 4, 2009
a year in review
just over a year ago i was on a plane flying to copake, ny with no idea what the following 365 days would hold in store for me. only a few weeks prior to flying, i was applying for the americorps and deciding that my next year would be dedicated to camphill village.
new york was my answer to a life that was turning upside-down. i craved change and culture and an inspired life. at the beginning of 2008 i was searching with all of my might to find hope in a world that so often feels lost. with every step of my feet i was looking for love, and creation, and appreciation.
arriving in camphill proved numerous expectations wrong, shocked my heart and soul and body, shoved new theories and practices into every unsaturated piece of me. and like a sponge i soaked up every bit of new in my life. i relished each experience and learned so so much. maybe more than ever before.
2008 was a year of change and as it ends i'm looking contentedly back on each little moment that somehow amounted to a year. with 2009 about to take off i resolve to wake every morning and be inspired, to live creatively and honestly, to share all that i am, and to open myself to all that the world has to teach me.
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
the portrait painter
http://www.theportraitpainter.com/web/worldportraits/namibia/portraits/Happy_Peg_Teeth.html
stephen bennett, ladies and gents.
simply amazing. if i didn't know better, i wouldn't believe that these were paintings and not photographs. acrylic, oils, and an inspired man with the world at his fingertips.
to see rainbows in each human face... if that's not enlightenment i don't know what is.
if we all worked towards seeing how beautiful our neighbors are...
bennett somehow captures wisdom, emotion, the unspoken words sleeping in each of us and with color articulates them.
have you ever been so overwhelmed by beauty that you cried?
be sure and go to his website and see more:
http://www.theportraitpainter.com/web/index.htm
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
life is beautiful, it is so very very pretty
Thursday, December 4, 2008
sitting in a railway station, got a ticket for my destination
i get a huge adrenaline rush from flying across the world.
i have a passion for sleeping on the floor of a rondeval.
i fall in love with the little faces and bare feet sticking out of school windows.
i am so excited by the isolation of being in a sea of people who don't speak english.
why do we travel?
it is selfish?
i am often confronted with the idea that we should first help out needy americans instead of traveling to other countries to do humanitarian work. this argument bothers me to no end.
i can't stand it.
here's what i say:
people are people are people are people. no matter where they live. or what language they speak or how rich or poor they are. the act of loving another person, reaching out to them, exchanging energy and soul and life with another person DEFIES ALL geographical boundaries.
maybe it's a little (a lot?) bogus of us to think that we're helping people when we fly in our extravagant jets to gawk at their poverty... but, when the opportunity to enrich yourself or a fellow citizen of the world presents itself don't pass it up. why would you? how could you? learning another language, eating foreign food, being crammed into mass transit with chickens and naked babies and people who don't have the luxury of a daily shower, feeling the sting of bad water in your belly-- this is WHAT LIFE IS ALL ABOUT, folks.
do it. get out there. live a little.
and GIVE. give until you think it's all going to be gone. because guess what? appreciation, love, humility... never run out.
Friday, November 21, 2008
with each choice you make, you may heal someone's day
i arrived in boise just in time to see one of my all time favorite people on the planet speak-- greg mortenson. author of 'three cups of tea', the book that im sure we all read in one day, finished and proclaimed, 'i've go to work with this man'. only to research and find out that the central asia institute is not currently accepting volunteers... duh. but still, heart breaking. im working on it.
im sure im not the only 21 year old female who is swooning over this fifty-something humanitarian instead of some rock-idol or professional athlete. it's a bit funny.
but really, i cried when he walked out onto the stage. his humility, brilliance, compassion is overwhelming. pure and real and all-consuming.
from our seats in the third row i could see the passion in his eyes and could feel his deep-burning hope for this chaotic world that we share. and i wanted nothing more than to be on that road. giving giving giving. i wanted the assurance of knowing what im here for. my purpose. knowing who i am, where i am, what i am. still searching all the time.
what a man.
completely unrelated:
i've been listening to this other amazing man. trying to gain a little inspiration.
and:
some more art. for kirstin.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
always have a dream to chase
i can never get enough of life. i always always always want more.
at times this feels selfish and im left wishing that i could be happy with what i've got.
then i remember that it's dreaming that keeps us alive.
makes us happy, and reminds us that there is so much more to today. it's the dreaming that produces actions, change, and encourages us to reach for the prizes that are just beyond our grasp.
i guess this visionary mindset leaves some people standing behind my wild mind in the dust wondering where i've rushed off to. luckily for me, i've got strangely understanding people in my life who understand when africa needs me for a little bit longer, when india is calling my name, when i have to take a bike ride at 3 am to plan a garden, etc. etc. i am so fortunate.
boise bound in five days!!!
my new favorite:
ps: does anyone read this?
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Monday, November 10, 2008
oh DC
racing by me to make it into work three minutes early
and i wonder if it's really necessary?
sipping my tea
looking all around
imagining that chai is an immunization against
this rushed
worried
running
city life.
and im feeling ready
pretty darn ready
to hug my ma
and kiss dad on the cheek
and be
HOME.
i feel so isolated in big cities
and when i walk down the street
it starts slow
but by the end of the block we're flying together
v formation
even the pigeons are hurried.
pea coats, pearls, heels and all.
and i feel enveloped by the city air.
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
happy
but, it's not over yet. we don't get to breathe our sigh of relief just yet.
because there's more work to be done. and we are ALL responsible.
more love to spread...
it's been so long since i've been around here. i know, i know.
my life has been nomadic for the last month.
it's been good, but i'm ready to get home and have a place to belong.
it's interesting-- living out of a suitcase can be freeing, but for me it also takes away some identity.
part of me is defined by where i'm from, the roads that i travel, and the people that i surround myself with.
looking forward to holidays with the family :)
Thursday, October 9, 2008
ten to the 100th
here's a neat way to get those ideas realized...
check it out:
http://www.project10tothe100.com/
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
welcome fall!!!
im really lucky. sometimes i feel like a clown on a trapeze. there is this lofty safety net ready to catch me if i should happen to fall. it's there always, just waiting. i cant even imagine life without it.
in my life, my parents, my home community, my family are my safety net.
because of the comfort that they have given me, i have the gumption to walk out on a ledge and to take a risk. i know, without any doubts, that the people i love are going to catch me no matter what.
my security blanket, my harness, my helmet and knee pads. thanks for letting me have some spunk, cool people in my life. i owe ya a big one.
on a totally different note...
who wants to see this??? i do! yes, handmade, YES!
http://www.handmadenationmovie.com/
Thursday, October 2, 2008
goodbye for now, not forever
in leaving i have discovered something that i absolutely didn't expect. my departure provides a great opportunity for friends, acquaintances, fellow coworkers, and villagers alike to share with me thoughts, perceptions, gratitude, etc. that probably would have stayed under wraps if i was staying here. it has been the ultimate gift and an eye-opener.
Saturday, September 27, 2008
overwhelmed
it's amazing how many things a room measuring 10 by 12 feet square can hold.
my 'stuff' is on its way to being ready to take off from camphill, and my mind is following not-so-closely behind.
i just sorted through the basket that i have been keeping every greeting card, postcard, newspaper clipping, etc. that has been sent to me while i've been here. only personal stuff.
it filled my heart to the brim. not to mention my eyes.
i sifted through halloween cards, then christmas, valentine's day, and so on all the while reliving those holidays in this place. it's been rough. and beautiful.
i finished sorting cards and was wishing i would have sent more thank-you notes. wishing i had made more calls thanking people for their support. wishing i could travel around the world right now and give hugs. lots of hugs and kisses letting folks know that they are downright wonderful.
as i leave this community i realize that the community that i was so lucky to grow up in has surrounded me, even from far away. a network of friends, family, brothers, aunts and uncles, coworkers, schoolmates, roommates, etc. has let me occupy a tiny bit of their hearts for the last year. i am lucky and i am eternally grateful. and giving them a piece of my heart, my thoughts in return.
i am realizing that community is so many things before a physical place where people live together. the world is a commune.
feeling so ready to go. ready to take a breath. ready to sleep. ready to do anything for myself with my whole consciousness. ready ready ready ready ready to go.
at the same time feeling anxious about leaving.
anxious to leave these beautiful people. anxious to live in the real world again, to shop at the grocery store, to exchange money, to pay for gas.
ready, set, go.
new art...
my mantra. words that inspire my core. words that make me want to create art. words that help me wake up in the morning. spoken by my dear dear friend denise in johannesburg last summer:
make art
the story of this movie ("Once") is so neat.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qx8yLvb0gZM
and the song:
i decided to add the lyrics.
they are beautiful.
"Falling Slowly" by Glen Hansard and Marketa Irglova
I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out
Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won
Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along
Thursday, September 25, 2008
heaven?
magical, really. i sure am going to miss this.
(click on these to make them bigger)
i have been creating a lot lately.
painting, drawing, writing-- and it feels really good.
more to come :)
i really believe that creating things for other people is an act of pure love... adoration and appreciation. at least, in my experience that's the way it is.
to create art for another being is to give them a piece of my self.
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Monday, September 15, 2008
two little thoughts
i was talking about this idea with a friend who awakened me to an entirely new part of appreciation. i haven't accepted it completely, and dont know if i will but i think it's still very interesting. she said that if you need to hear praise to feel appreciated for something that you're doing, then maybe you arent truly happy to do it. is that true?
2. i got the most amazing, inspiring compliment today. it will be really hard to top. someone said, 'you are strong. and it's a very delicate kind of strength. like in a spider web. the strands are so thin but when the wind blows they are flexible and move with it.' it reminded me of another famous quote i've heard that goes 'the strength of a tree lies in its ability to bend'.
this world is full of good people.
Sunday, September 14, 2008
simply brilliant.
"Ladies and Gentlemen of the class of '99...
Wear Sunscreen
If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience…I will dispense this advice now.
Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth; oh nevermind; you will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they have faded. But trust me, in 20 years you'll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked….You're not as fat as you imagine.
Don't worry about the future; or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubblegum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind; the kind that blindside you at 4pm on some idle Tuesday.
Do one thing everyday that scares you.
Sing.
Don't be reckless with other people's hearts, don't put up with people who are reckless with yours.
Floss.
Don't waste your time on jealousy; sometimes you're ahead, sometimes you're behind…the race is long, and in the end, it's only with yourself.
Remember the compliments you receive, forget the insults; if you succeed in doing this, tell me how.
Keep your old love letters, throw away your old bank statements.
Stretch.
Don't feel guilty if you don't know what you want to do with your life…the most interesting people I know didn't know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives, some of the most interesting 40 year olds I know still don't.
Get plenty of calcium.
Be kind to your knees, you'll miss them when they're gone.
Maybe you'll marry, maybe you won't, maybe you'll have children, maybe you won't, maybe you'll divorce at 40, maybe you'll dance the funky chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary…what ever you do, don't congratulate yourself too much or berate yourself either – your choices are half chance, so are everybody else's. Enjoy your body, use it every way you can…don't be afraid of it, or what other people think of it, it's the greatest instrument you'll ever own..
Dance…even if you have nowhere to do it but in your own living room.
Read the directions, even if you don't follow them.
Do NOT read beauty magazines, they will only make you feel ugly.
Get to know your parents, you never know when they'll be gone for good.
Be nice to your siblings; they are the best link to your past and the people most likely to stick with you in the future.
Understand that friends come and go, but for the precious few you should hold on. Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography in lifestyle because the older you get, the more you need the people you knew when you were young.
Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard; live in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft.
Travel.
Accept certain inalienable truths, prices will rise, politicians will philander, you too will get old, and when you do you'll fantasize that when you were young prices were reasonable, politicians were noble and children respected their elders.
Respect your elders.
Don't expect anyone else to support you. Maybe you have a trust fund, maybe you have a wealthy spouse; but you never know when either one might run out.
Don't mess too much with your hair, or by the time you're 40, it will look 85.
Be careful whose advice you buy, but, be patient with those who supply it. Advice is a form of nostalgia, dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts and recycling it for more than it's worth.
But trust me on the sunscreen..."
-Baz Luhrmann
Saturday, September 13, 2008
on time
Friday, September 12, 2008
walking head-on into a storm
i feel like im making a turn out of camphill road and walking straight into another situation that is going to test me, making me tread water and feel like im running out of breath. i realize that it is so hard to be somewhere, make it feel like home, develop relationships, learn about yourself, create deep connections and then pick up and leave because you know that there is s0mething else in the world that you need, or that needs you. for a moment i wonder, perhaps some people stay where they are comfortable instead of searching for more growth?
looking back on this year, it's easy to forget about all the times i broke down sobbing, or the times that i almost called my parents to buy me a plane ticket home because i couldnt handle things here. it's so easy to downplay the strong emotions that i felt in the moment. i guess that's true for most things in life. remembering the first day of kindergarten and how terrified i was to go to school. i remember being excited to learn to read, but crying because in that moment i would have given up the privilege of reading and writing to stay in the comfort of mom's arms. now, i look at that day and think, how silly, how childish. but i think it's important to look at that day (or any) through the eyes of the individual experiencing it. when i broke down here my soul was weak, my eyes were sore, i was sleep deprived, and most importantly i wasnt who i am today.
there is a famous quote that i have heard more than once. it says something along the lines of, the day the people around you stop criticizing you is when you should worry, that means they no longer see any potential in you for improvement. i could have said that much more eloquently, but you get the idea. i think it is so true. when i complain about something, or try to stimulate discussion or change it is only ever because i think that there is room to grow, a place where we can become better at something even if we are already very good.... i think i made a lot of the long-termers around here nervous at times with my question-asking nature, the ease with which i found cracks in the system, the way that i started conversations that can be painful to have. i hope all of the people who i might have shaken know that the only reason i ever did any of that was because i see so much potential in this place. camphill has so much going for it- so much that we dont even see on a day to day basis.
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Thursday, August 7, 2008
wow
in other news,
check this out: http://users.gazinter.net/melan/Warn/Warnenu.htm
really makes me think about who i am, where i am, how lucky i am, and how grateful i should be.
Thursday, July 31, 2008
thank you makes the world go round
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
i can't save the world, but i can make the sun shine around me
africa has been a huge part of the way i identify myself ever since i was there, just over a year ago. i went there with a small humanitarian group that works on providing clean water, health care, and education to people in small villages in south africa. we were supposed to stay for fifteen days and the rest of the group i was traveling with did just that, but when the fifteenth day arrived i wasn't ready to go. i knew in my heart that i had more work to do in africa, so i stayed.
the month that i spent in africa was life changing.
i learned more in those thirty days than i ever have in a classroom.
i learned more from eleven year olds with no formal education than i ever have from a professor with three degrees and ten years of higher education.
in those thirty days i became a different person.
i was already an empathetic, highly moral, compassionate, and concerned for others and the world around me kind of person. but in experiencing africa my senses were awakened and my heart grew to encompass the consciousness of all of my neighbors in kwazulu natal.
africa forced me to confront the unfairness that thrives in life. no one gets to choose what color their skin is, the country they are born in, their sex, their age, etc. sitting amidst a sea of hiv positive babies and hungry folks all around in a hospital one day i realized that the only thing we can do is to share. share our wealth, share our food, share the unending love that we have to give. sharing goes so much further than guilt ever could.
sala gahle, friends.
i miss you.
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
welcome to the compact.
here is how they explain what exactly the compact is on their blog (http://sfcompact.blogspot.com/) :
"-To go beyond recycling in trying to counteract the negative global environmental and socioeconomic impacts of disposable consumer culture and to support local businesses, farms, etc.
-To reduce clutter and waste in our homes (as in trash Compact-er).
-To simplify our lives (as in Calm-pact) "
to accomplish the above-mentioned goals, members of the compact have agreed not to purchase anything new and to borrow, barter, and buy used. i think it is particularly important to make exceptions to these rules where one's quality of life might be marginalized. the point more than anything is to live a rich and fulfilled life, to recognize that you don't need stuff to live that way, and to enrich the lives of others.
so, onward ho!
i took this picture at the hudson river sloop festival in croton-on-hudson, ny this year. the event was started fortysomeodd years ago by pete seeger and friends! it was such an inspiring event where i was surrounded by people who love our earth, just like i do, and who care about keeping it clean and happy. being here made me feel so hopeful.